Ew, I’m chilled of the fact that a couple months back I had pneumonia. How close I was to death, they said 2 more days and I would have died. Two days, I wonder what that would have felt like. I wonder, but not in a creepy emo-ish yearning for death way. So interesting how close you can get to death. Creepy to think of what deaths like, I think it’s the same feeling when you’re put into sleep on anesthetics. You just go out like that, and you don’t know or see anything. When I was put into surgery twice, it felt less than a fading second long until I woke up again. Even though it was 3 hours later. Interesting to think about.
maan. that’s so deep. ._. <3
but yeah going into surgery is odd. i remember waking up and screaming “HAVE THEY OPERATED ON ME YET?” and mum being like. evay stfu you know they have.
some people are just epic fails. i mean seriously. they can suck my mother fucking dick. 
that is some serious, SERIOUS gravy action.
i thought you were gone. whyre you back. arhrhhhh FUUUUUU.
your last kiss probably meant nothing right?
nope.
is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
yes.
do you think that blondes are stupid, honestly?
no. my friends who are blondes are two of the cleverest people i know.
do you love where you live?
our house is nice, it’s just in a crappy location.
what were you doing 12 am last night?
trying to sleep.
so, what do you want for your birthday?
happiness.
has anyone ever sang to you?
uh.
have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
yes actually.
how was your weekend?
it was okay. got piercing number 7.
was your last kiss drunk or sober?
drunk of course. who’d want to kiss me when they were sober.
does any part of your body hurt right now?
my nose.
do you like your best friend’s boyfriend/ girlfriend?
they’re not exactly bad looking.
did the last person who hurt you ever apologize?
no.
do you believe once a cheater, always a cheater?
yes.
can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
duh?
interested in anyone at the moment?
no.
have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
yeah.
when will your next kiss be?
i don’t know. tom’s party? hah.
did you ever like someone you know you shouldn’t have?
yes.
do you plan on moving out within the next year?
no.
have you kissed your #1 on myspace?
no.
last person you told a secret to?
eh.
what are you listening to at the moment?
the coraline soundtrack.
if you were at reasonable age, would you prefer a baby boy or girl?
girl.
what color shirt are you wearing?
blue.
what are you doing tonight?
nothing.
if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life what would it be?
i’d starve.
what is your favorite piece of jewelry?
bird necklace.
can you leave the house without makeup?
no.
do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
nope.
do you believe that everyone has a soul mate?
no.
what did you do yesterday?
uh. school.
what were you doing an hour ago?
sitting here still.
did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
lots of people.
are you happy with the way things are going?
no.
would you ever get a tattoo?
yes.
do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
no.
who was the last person you talked to in person?
mum.
what happened at 9:00 am today?
art exam started.
ever given your all to someone who walked away?
mhm.
do you and your last ex hate each other?
uh, it’s kinda awkward.
when was the last time you were sick?
a few days ago.
are you one of those people who are always cold?
yep.
do you have any summer plans yet?
uh. partypartyparty.
do you think this year will be better than the last?
i fucking hope so.
have you ever regretted kissing someone?
yes. alot.
what are you doing?
filling this out?
are you a jealous person?
eh. yeah.
do you think age matters in relationships?
uh, within reason.
do you know anyone that smokes weed?
lmfao who doesn’t
who was the last person you rode in a car with?
my family.
did you sing at all today?
course.
do you look more like your mom or your dad?
dad.
where will you be 2 hours from now?
probably here still.
are your lips chapped at the moment?
no.
what time did you wake up?
7am.
have you kissed more than ten people this year?
LMFAO YES. sigh. 15, man im shocking.
have you ever felt like someone of the opposite sex truly cared about you?
yeah.
did the last person you kiss have piercings?
oh yes.
will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
no.
do you want to see somebody right now?
no.
what did you wear today?
shorts, tights, uo shoes, superman shirt and a cardigan.
do you have a box where you keep all your really important things?
yes. its a biiig box.
do you think you’re wasting your time on someone?
lol.
do you believe in 11:11?
no, wishes never come true.
hi tumblr.
1. What was the highlight of your week?
uhh bonfire night was good. but the hangover wasn’t.
2. Whose car were you in last?
mums?
3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
DUNNO BABEZ. ;D
4. What color shirt are you wearing?
Black.
5. How long is your hair?
Kinda longish.
6. Are you good looking?
i dnt believe i am.
7. Last movie you watched?
uhh coraline?
8. Who were you with?
fern
9. Last thing you ate?
uhhhhh. salady stuff.
10. Last thing you drank?
orange juice.
11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
sighhh.
12. Who came over last?
tillywilly.
13. Are you happy right now?
not in the slightest ;D
14. What did you say last?
i laughed and said “fern you’re a gaylord”
15. Where is your phone?
in the other rooom.
16. What color are your eyes?
green.
17. Are you left-handed?
yes sir.
18. Spell your name without vowels:
v. lmfao.
19. Do you have any pets?
yeaaaaahz. amy and some fishez.
20. Favorite Vacation?
nycccc.
21. What do you dislike currently?
my personality. and other people.
22. What are you listening to?
UUVVWWZ x]
23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
someone.
24. What is your favorite scent?
sweetheart by ghost x]
25. Who makes you happiest?
friends i guess? but i like being on my own.
26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
trying to sleep but failing.
27. When is your birthday?
januarrryyy.
28. Who has the same phone as you?
practically everyone i know.
29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
over a year ago? heh.
30. Do you read your horoscope?
no man.
31. Where was the last place you bought something?
UH. topshop i think.
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
i like it. but it needs to be re-dyed.
33. Do you bite your nails?
yes. before a show or when im nervous.
34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
noope.
36. Myspace or facebook?
facebook.
37. How fast have you driven a car?
uhh. never really driven a car tbh.
38. Have you ever smoked?
lmfao thats a silly question.
39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
art.
40. Do you have Verizon?
no
41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
someone whos can make me laugh and is cute x]
42. Do you have any hidden talents?
maybe ;)
43. Favorite Song?
i have many
44. Do you like to sing at all?
i do indeed. singing lessons. heh.
45. Dream Job?
ehhh something arty
46. Where does most of your family live?
scotland
47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
i’m the oldest of the two.
48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
no way lmao
49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
oh shit. here we go again.
50. Do you drink?
yes.
51. Know any other languages?
ehh some french. i used to be able to speak a shitload of japanese though.
52. Ever write a coded message?
yah.
53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
i was a bridesmaid.
54. Do you have any children?
yes, 25
55. Did you take a nap today?
nooo.
56. Who has the same birthday as you?
uhhh about 930798327987 other people in the world.
57. Ever met anyone famous before?
uh my mum knows quite a lot of people, so yh but when i was small and we still lived in london.
58. Do you want to be famous one day?
it would be okay i guess.
59. Any Pet Peeves?
uh. people in general.
60. Are you multitasking right now?
yeah babe.
61. Do you like Britany Spears?
no thanks.
62. What is your least favorite chore?
i dont really do chores. heh so bad ass.
63. Last place you drove your car?
to the moon and back.
64. Ever been out of the country?
yah boi
65. Where were you born?
londonnn.
66. Could you handle being in the military?
no sirr.
67. What is your average cell phone bill?
about a tenner a month.
68. Who are you thinking about right now?
>.< not sayin.
69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
probably when we were watching titanic and hugo was being a knob.
70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
quite a few.
71. Are your toes always painted?
no.
72. How many piercings do you have?
uhhh 6
73. What are you doing today?
nothing, as usual. heh win.
74. Have you ever been gambling?
no boi
75. When is the last time you updated your page?
uhh
76. Do you like rollercoasters?
yes ladz
77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
no.
78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
bloo. :3
79. Last thing you cooked?
toast?
80. How’s the weather?
it’s dark out so i cant really see. but i assume it’s the general english rainyness.
81. Do you e-mail?
sometimes.
82. What’s the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
LOL left it on the beach overnight.
83. Last time you were sick?
uh. recently.
84. What states have you lived in?
nun bby
85. Do you wish you could move?
no :)
86. How much time do you take getting ready in the morning?
a long long time.
87. What is your dream car?
a mini ;3
88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
lmfao yh
89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
nycc.
90. Are you happy with your life?
it’s alrighttt atm. been worse..
